Julián Kalel Returns to American Idol After Mental Health Break, Delivers Emotional Original Song and Message of Hope
Julián Kalel made a deeply moving return to the American Idol stage, stepping back into the spotlight after previously leaving the competition to prioritize his mental health. One year later, the 19-year-old singer-songwriter from El Paso, Texas, came back stronger — armed with a powerful original song and a story that resonated far beyond the audition room.
Kalel was immediately recognized by judges Lionel Richie, Carrie Underwood, and Luke Bryan, who remembered his unforgettable Season 23 audition in 2025. “We are so happy to see you,” Bryan said warmly, while Underwood asked, “Do you remember this kid?” — a moment that underscored the lasting impression Kalel had made.
A Return Fueled by Growth, Healing, and Courage
Reflecting on his first audition, Kalel admitted he barely remembers the moment due to nerves and emotional overload. At the time, his original song “Surrender,” which explored anxiety and depression, earned him overwhelming praise and early predictions that he could win the season.
But behind the scenes, Kalel was struggling.
“The judges’ words made me feel like my life was changing,” he shared. “It was one of the greatest moments of my life — but I wasn’t ready to continue. There were concerns about balancing the pressure of American Idol with my mental health.”
Kalel later revealed he was battling severe anxiety and depression, describing it as feeling like “a wave crashing over you.” Despite the pain, music remained his anchor.
“Music is my lifeline,” he said. “I knew I’d regret it forever if I didn’t come back and try again. I want people to know they’re not defined by their struggles — but by their strength.”
Judges Applaud His Bravery and Honesty
Moved by his vulnerability, Lionel Richie reassured him, saying, “For you to come back and face this again — we’re proud of you.”
Kalel then performed “Lone Guitar,” a raw, introspective song he wrote during one of the darkest periods of his life. Accompanied by his sister Karyssa on violin, the performance was haunting, intimate, and emotionally charged — drawing visible reactions from all three judges.
As he sang lyrics about fear, regret, and choosing to “stay one more day,” Carrie Underwood was seen holding back tears, while Luke Bryan smiled proudly at Kalel’s growth.
“You Were Born Enough”
Following the performance, Lionel Richie offered words that became the emotional core of the moment.
“Welcome back,” Richie said. “I want you to remember this: you were born enough.”
Underwood praised Kalel’s songwriting honesty, noting his rare ability to translate deep emotion into lyrics that feel universally relatable. Bryan echoed the sentiment, telling him, “You’ve got the magic. You’ve got everything it takes — and I’m so glad you’re back.”
A Second Chance That Means Everything
Julián Kalel’s return wasn’t just about advancing in the competition — it was about resilience, healing, and choosing hope. His journey stands as a reminder that stepping back isn’t failure, and coming back can be the bravest move of all.
As American Idol continues, one thing is clear: Kalel’s story — and his voice — are leaving a lasting impact.